HALIMAH BINTI MASDARI

Kamis, 31 Juli 2014

Funny Experience



Funny Story of Me But True

Yeah...this is about me. This storys in syaallah will always are remembered in my mind along my life. Yups...this is funny story of me:
1.      One day on July 2014, i got lunch with my friend. On those condition, i had recovered from my sickness, yeah i suffered allergy ang had gotten an accident. Yeah of course, i brought my drug from doctor everywhere because when i had to prepare everytime when it was the time to drink it. Yeah when i and my friend ate bakso. My friend always looked at me and laughed at me. Of course it made me so confuse, i thought it was not funny why he laughed at me. And some people beside me also laughed at me. Oh My God...actually they laughed at me cause i poured my drug into BAKSO. And they though it was so funny. Huh...is it funny??...i think not. Someone told at me that it was so funny cause before they never looked someone ate bakso with drug as mix food. In my mind not like that: “I think that i pour my drug into bakso. So it is not bitter and ebough sweet. I never think that my behaviour will be laughed by the other”. Not only that people arround me also laughed me cause i uused “SEDOTAN” but capsize. Yeah...really” make me so shame. But this event always become my funny experience along my life.
2.      When i get presentation my paper i bring bucket. And alot of people look at me and laugh at me. What’s wrong?. I dont know. I think its not funny. Why people arround me laugh at me. I hear some of them say: “...beuty-beuty...why bring bucket when presentation, why dont bring kleenex, it’s more beautiful to see?. I dont think about it. Ya Allah...”mana ada ya orang presentasi bawanya ember...haduw. In my mind if i bring bucket, it will help me when i must applicate to use my soap”.
Another story i cant write here, maybe next time in syaallah. Whatever which you want dont be shy if its good according to religion (halal and toyyib). If you want know more about me...just be my best friend...:)
“Shy cause doing maksiyat is good cause shy is part of FAITHFUL...and remember dont be shy when do everything is good. You have to self confidence cause islam try us to be optimist”...:)



Funny Story of Me But True

Yeah...this is about me. This storys in syaallah will always are remembered in my mind along my life. Yups...this is funny story of me:
1.      One day on July 2014, i got lunch with my friend. On those condition, i had recovered from my sickness, yeah i suffered allergy ang had gotten an accident. Yeah of course, i brought my drug from doctor everywhere because when i had to prepare everytime when it was the time to drink it. Yeah when i and my friend ate bakso. My friend always looked at me and laughed at me. Of course it made me so confuse, i thought it was not funny why he laughed at me. And some people beside me also laughed at me. Oh My God...actually they laughed at me cause i poured my drug into BAKSO. And they though it was so funny. Huh...is it funny??...i think not. Someone told at me that it was so funny cause before they never looked someone ate bakso with drug as mix food. In my mind not like that: “I think that i pour my drug into bakso. So it is not bitter and ebough sweet. I never think that my behaviour will be laughed by the other”. Not only that people arround me also laughed me cause i uused “SEDOTAN” but capsize. Yeah...really” make me so shame. But this event always become my funny experience along my life.
2.      When i get presentation my paper i bring bucket. And alot of people look at me and laugh at me. What’s wrong?. I dont know. I think its not funny. Why people arround me laugh at me. I hear some of them say: “...beuty-beuty...why bring bucket when presentation, why dont bring kleenex, it’s more beautiful to see?. I dont think about it. Ya Allah...”mana ada ya orang presentasi bawanya ember...haduw. In my mind if i bring bucket, it will help me when i must applicate to use my soap”.
Another story i cant write here, maybe next time in syaallah. Whatever which you want dont be shy if its good according to religion (halal and toyyib). If you want know more about me...just be my best friend...:)
“Shy cause doing maksiyat is good cause shy is part of FAITHFUL...and remember dont be shy when do everything is good. You have to self confidence cause islam try us to be optimist”...:)

Senin, 21 Juli 2014

Funny Story of Me



THE RELEASE BEHIND THE SADNESS
Monday, 21 July 2014  

            Yeah...this is story about me. Latest semester (Four semester) i often get successive trials. Yeah this is sometimes make me so sad too long time. My successive trials given by God are my GPA on third semester is decresed than last semester, i get an accident twice in this semester (on april and july...yeah exactly its at the time when UTS (Ujian Tengah Semester) and UAS (Ujian Akhir Semester), not only that...i am also lied from someone for about Rp 1.200.000,00 cause i am not focus (nglamun), than someone have lied me with his promise and the effect i have to responsible with someone false for about Rp2.200.000,00, my  charger laptop and my glass wear when i was sujud (solat), someone have stolen my glass wear and my charger, than my laptop was error.
            Yeah those trials really-really make me so stress. I try to accep it sincerely and try to look so happy in front of myfriend but when i am alone in my room of boarding house i cant hide my sadness...my tears fall down on my face. Ihen i remember it...i always try to be patient and prevent my wrath to show up. Yeah...as a realease i read a lot of solawat and ngaji, than a take a sleep to get better condition. My minsed “Something which is my own actually not my own but Allah own which is deposited to me for several times...so it will return to Allah again”...those minsed which make me so calm when face anything although sometimes i am crying since that time. I always try to not angry everywere and everytime although some trials come to me and several fitnah come in my life. I know this is God examination, God want to know how much of my patience...just try to be patient and keep calm.
            Oh yeah...this is my behaviour when i am bad mood or sad...some of my close friend say to me “You are so different with the other, normally when someone feel so bad mood, they will not take a photos while you...you take a lot of photos when you are bad mood...too funny too see, your style so funny as a child...it amuses me you know. I like you when release something, a lot of people when they get weigh trials, they get emotion and angry or NGAMUK-NGAMUK/ MUNI-MUNI (saying bad words)...if you are so different...really so unique”. I just keep silent anyway than smile, and say “its not lucky to me when my impingement is angry...angry just take a lot of energy which is unimportant, preverable i read solawat and take a lot of photos...take a lot of photos can make me feel so better and enjoy...i think everyone have their different impingement, and its me..my realease to forget anything is by taking a lot of photos...angry or ngamuk or muni-muni or nyosot only will increase sin of us...and i think it’s unimportant and maksiyat, so i have to avoid it”.
            Okay this is some of my photos when i am bad mood, just for enjoying and making my heart feel so better..:)..: