my golden dream

GOAL OF MY DREAMS

Dream?...yeah i think a lot of people have dream in their life which will be reached. It isnt so far with my self. My goal dream when i have married in future are too much. This my preparation...why today i looking for a lot of knowledge about religion and science. “Doing everithing need knowledge”...yeah...this is one sentences which always often had said by my teacher. Since i was small as a child...yeah exactly when i was in 2 graduate of SD. I had though about what happen my future to me...and waht have to be prepared by my self to get my ambition.

Yeah...my goal dream is i become bbg (brainy, beauty girl)...yeah solekhah women who get rhido of Allah SWT. Brainy but always keep stay humble and friendly. Since i ws small, i liked singing, writing, speech, drawing, etc. I have studied about relige and science,  but i am still feel not satistied. I still think that i am still stupid so i have to add alot of knowledge. I often take my attention to look at woman life in their family. Yeah...of course as my approaching..i know a lot of information about woman...how to be patient woman, how to be strong woman althogh some problem come in and how to solve it as a good solving.

Since i was small, i lifed in misery life...yeah in poverty stricken whereas my family didnot have a home. Those condiotion which brough me to be spirit. I have best spirit, never give up, never hopeless although i had found saveral failure (tens of failure). It causes i always remember my family condition...i want to bring them in good condition BIIDZNILLAH...i want make them happy with my successfull in future. About my hobbies...sometimes i find out about human life under the bridge, livelihood in the market, and about another social life. I love to the road children, full orphan, orphan, and poor human. They need attention from us. I ever feel like that...and in my mind i want to help them as i can, firstly of course i want to help my family life to be better IN SYAALLAH, and than followed by them.

Dear readers who have good insting inside your heart. Dont you know about orphan. According to me full orphans are strong child...Why not?...they life without their family... they did not have mother and father. But they have strong heart to face their life. Sometimes...they are so happy everywhere, although they didnot have parent. Aren’t shy of us?...we have father, we have mather but sometimes we have made our parent heart so sad cause our behaviour. Here i want to tell you...”allah wrath is equal with parent wrath”. Dont make them so sad and angry cause of our false way. Dont you know?...we have to think about them... our parent spend a lot of time just for thinkabout us...its mean that they love us. So my goal dream is i want to bring my parent in happily lifvelihood BIIDNILLAH. Why i always say BIIDZNILLAH because something ehich is happen in this world only happen if Allah has permitted....:)

My golden dream when i have married are:

1.    I want be solekhah wife, doing everything which can make my husband feel so happy. But something which i have done has to obey of Allah said in holy qur’an and hadist.

2.    I want be good wife, cook a food for my family.

3.    I want to try my children about the meaning of life. I try them how to love in poor human, orphan, etc.

4.    I’ll try my children about the important of time. How to manage time as good as best way to do. What is time to ngaji, what is time to sholat, what is time to study, what is time to explore up their talent and how to develop it so good, what is time to play just for take a rest as refreshing.

5.    I want try them about how to show up their talent as tilawah, speech, writing phoem, writing short story, write paper and dig ther talent to show up.

6.    I will read a short story before they have slept. Short story about Rosulullah, Ummahatul mu’minin, cendekiawan moslem of the world, scientist struggle to get nobel prize, student of indonesia who get firts prize in the international competition.

7.    I’ll try them about akhlaqul karimah..how to love the younger and how to respect the older.

8.    I’ll love my family, my husband too musch...yeah i like romanticism life as sayyidah aisyah when to romp with rosulullah.

I’ll try a lot of knowledge and how to applicate it as islam has thought me. I’ll try my family with slow and silent why without cruel behaviour but always keep wise. So many thing which have to be reached by my self..IN SYAALLAH. May Allah gives me an easyness to do all of my activities. May Allah gives me long age and health so i can effort as ikhtiar to realize my dream...IN SYAALLAH. To prepare of my life in future, i just IKHTIAR as well as i can...allah who gives me the result. May allah always bless me...gives me hidayah and Rahmad. Only with Allah cause i ask. Ya Allah...keep me all the way, keep me along my singgle day. Ya Allah...istajib du’a ana.